It hurt you…you can still feel the sting..the ache…the raw emotion…how could they say that?…do that?…think that?…act like that?…how?…I was good to them…kind to them…I loved them…I supported them…I can’t believe this happened…Have you ever mouthed these words? Have you ever had the unthinkable happen to you? You were caught off guard…your world slid off it’s axis…Have you ever thought…”I’ll never be the same”…I didn’t expect that from them…I will never trust ..love…embrace…anyone ever again…this is not how it’s supposed to be…my script didn’t read like this”…your days are filled with pain and your nights with tears…the weight of this thing drops you to your knees…and you finally find the position that will release the agony of this thing that has happened…it is on your knees…it is this place that the weight is lifted…and the healing begins…it is this place that soothes…and restores…it is this place that removes the sting…that stops the bleeding…and pierces the darkness…keep visiting this place…until joy returns…
This Place
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Hi Mary today is Friday, November 23 2018 it’s approximately 11:30 at night I just read your posts This Place and it spoke to me , this is me and it has been for several years as much as I try and stay in the spirit and keep the faith and believe so many things keep happening but I just don’t know what to do . I’m just overwhelmed . I’m in a fragile mental place . Spiritually physically and financially I’m at my breaking point It’s these words you wrote that have lifted me up for now . I just want to thank you for your spirit and your dedication to empowering women and encouraging us . I think I’ll get better it’s just a matter of us or people like me to believe it all will happen soon . I believe in you the words you write are soothing . I believe in the Lord and I believe everything will come in time may not be when I want it but it’s all in gods plan . Thank you so much For this post . God bless you Mary sincerely . Pat Dorsey
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Pat…I am praying for you…I know the place you are in….because I have been there…my heart has felt what you are feeling…I have no witty words to say…I would not dis miss your pain like that…I can only say…hang on to Christ…He is the only one who can heal a pain that feels like it will never be relieved…I will continue writing from my soul…and my hopes are that it will be part of your healing….praying for you❤
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