Becoming

Am I “Becoming“? Finally finding the authentic me? The woman that has passion in every aspect of her life? I sat quietly in a Sunday Service…and I felt absolutely undistracted..perfectly focused on what God was saying…not to the congregation…but to ME…I heard the Pastor say…”Don’t you want to know the person that God created you to be?” I heard myself breathe out an audible YES…who is she…who is Mary? Why was she hurled into this universe?…at this time?…in this part of the world?…what questions was I designed to answer?…who’s heart was I built to touch?…I wanted to know that woman…the one who was not defined by anyone other than her Creator…wow…the original me?…the authentic me? You have my undivided attention…and so started a journey of “Becoming“…and I love it…I’ve had to confront the counterfeit me…(you know the one that family and friends and life and traumas and self promotion have created)…I had to stare her down…and remind her…I will not quit until she releases my authentic self…I must know this woman…I already see glimpses of how incredible she is…what a shame it would have been if I never got to meet her…thank you Pastor…on that day you offered an invitation that I could not reject…no regrets here…responding with pleasure…I’m all in..Are you Becoming too?